January 2012
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December 2011
7 posts
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I'm still waiting on an apology.
You hurt me. You left me hanging. I had to find out over facebook and from my own friends. Do you not have the balls to tell me it’s over to my face instead of just going off and acting like we’re done, and leaving me hanging, making me look stupid. You anger me, I never thought I’d ever hate you. I had hoped we could’ve at least remained friends in the end but as of right...
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Early Morning Venting.
We’re not the same anymore. We were perfect in the beginning though, why are we like this now? I don’t want to lose what we have but I won’t be the only one saving this, if you don’t meet me halfway, consider us done. I’ll be fine without you, but still. Partially it’s my fault. I’m sorry for being so awkward sometimes but you should understand that this...
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I hate missing someone.
Especially when you can’t do anything about it but just miss them more. When everything reminds you of them. I like the feeling, I just hate the anxiety.
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I can't wait for Christmas.
It’s my favorite holiday. And no, not because of the presents. I simply love everything about this holiday. The cute decorations, putting up the tree, the outfits, the snow, the food, the smell, that holiday spirit you get, spending time with your family or that special someone. I just want Christmas to come right now!
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November 2011
11 posts
LOL
Babe always gets mad when I talk about Justin Bieber…. Haha it’s cute when he gets jealous.
If you ask me, I'm ready.
I know I told you I wanted to take this slow and wait until I’m more comfortable with you but after holding your hand for the first time today, I felt comfortable. It felt right. I thought it’d be awkward considering I’m awkward but no. And everytime you hug me, I feel fireflies. I like it. Now I’m just waiting for the big question. Babe, I’m not scared anymore....
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Sooner than later.
You wanna make us official but I feel like we’re moving kind of fast. I like you, you like me and we already act like a couple but I wanna get to know you on a different level. I want to be more comfortable with you first. And honestly I’m scared, this is all new to me.
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I'm not stupid.
Better think twice if you intend on lying to me especially to my face. I can tell if you’re telling the truth. But I’m most likely not going to say anything to blow your spot up because I feel embarrassed for you. How pathetic.
I've never been so happy.
& Usually I am happy all the time but this is a different sort of happiness. Iuno. I can’t really explain it but it’s a good feeling. Things don’t really go well for me as I expect it to but it’s finally going great. I hope this lasts, I really hope so.
You know what sucks?
Putting yourself through the same situation with the thought that it’ll be different this time but you’re left with disappointment again.
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October 2011
15 posts
Tomorrow's gonna be the first time I'm having a...
Without other friends being around. I don’t know how to act or what to do if something happens. I’m such an awkward person.
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Insecurities.
You know what gets me? When someone makes a joke or a comment on something that’s actually one of my insecurities and they don’t realize it. Most of the time, I just try to go along with them while I’m slowly dying on the inside. But people need to be more sensitive, if you notice something negative about a person, you don’t have to point it out to the whole world. Words do hurt and just because...
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"Why are you always so happy?"
I get asked that a lot. My answer, I’m not ALWAYS happy. I may look it but I have my days just like everyone else. I don’t waste negative emotions on pointless things when I can just be positive & smile. I get mad and angry easily and a lot but I don’t like to feel that emotion so I choose not to. I choose how I want to feel and how I could react to certain things. I...
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I wish I had a close-knit family again.
I miss doing everything together. Whether it’s singing karaoke and getting drunk together or just laughing and having a good time, I don’t care. I miss it. My family’s slowly falling a part. It’s just me, my mom, my dad, and my sisters. Other than that, it’s become awkward with my other side. Things happened, stuff was said and now everything’s downhill. I can’t look some of my family members in...
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They say that love is forever.
Your forever is all that I need. Please stay for as long as you need.
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when girls scribble out their boobs in pictures
but they’re hella flat chested………
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I hate when my friends cry.
It’s the most awkward situation ever.
I don’t know what to do.
I want to give them space…
but I don’t want to look like a bad friend.
I want to comfort them…
but I don’t want to interfere.
I don’t know what to fucking do.
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This girl needs to go.
Forever complaining and whining all over facebook about her relationship problems. She gets into detail about everything. Damn girl you shouldn’t put your personal business out there like that. That’s just way too much information. If you want to tell your boyfriend something, text him or call him, don’t put it up on facebook for the whole world to see. You make yourself look...
September 2011
32 posts
Stop trying to play innocent.
You put this upon yourself. Own up to your actions. Lying to yourself isn’t going get you anywhere. If you won’t be true to others at least be true to yourself.
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You're going to have to do more than that
to get my attention. I don’t give in that easily. If you really want to talk to me then talk to me. This isn’t rocket science.
I am so bored with my life right now.
I’m just going to sit back and wait for something exciting to happen.
I hate missing someone
that I don’t want to miss. I want to completely forget about this person for good. But I can’t…. As hard as I try, I just can’t.
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Don't mess with someone's feelings.
Especially if you’re quite sure they like you. That’s messed up, to lead someone on when you don’t have any intentions on being with them. Filling their head with lies, making them become attached to you, and in the end just dropping them like you’ve done nothing wrong.
How can we go from talking everyday,
to avoiding each other everyday?
I just don’t know what went wrong between us, and how it became so…awkward.
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So this girl in my English class was telling me how her boyfriend asked her out yesterday. They were walking around downtown in the rain sharing one umbrella. He suddenly stopped walking out of nowhere and pulled the umbrella down a little more while the rain was falling over it, and he kissed her. Then afterwards asked her out. Why can’t these things happen to me? She just moved her from...
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LOL @ girls who complain about being played again.
Especially when they know that the guy is known for being a player? Girl, that was all on you. You let yourself believe all his lies. You let yourself fall for him. You can’t just blame it on the guy, blame it on yourself.
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I don't like the new facebook.
We’re all going to be ultimate creeps. lol